Sushi
My Beloved Sushi
Sushi,
I miss you every single day, you were so much to me, but most importantly of all you were my best friend. I loved you so much and you loved me the same, I know you did, I could feel it. I feel so lost and alone at times without you, I still expect to see you come from around the corner or see you in the corner of my eye chasing some animal outside. I still see you rolling on the ground outside the house and feel you sit on my chest as I sleep. I still hear your quiet little meows and hear Fi meow in annoyance when you got too close.
I don't know if I'll ever be able to forget you Sushi, but I don't want to, I want you right here next to me as I write this, I want to see you in the window waiting for me as I come home from work, I want to see you greet me as I walk in the door, I want you to be on the bed as I go to sleep, I want to you to be there on the bed as I wake up. The 5 years I had with you are 5 years in which I truly felt what it was to have a bonded companion, I've always wanted an animal companion/friend, but I never thought I would have the type I had with you and frankly I don't think I'll ever get to experience that type of love ever again in my life. Regardless of how unforeseen and quickly you were taken from me, regardless of the pain that was associated with your death, regardless of all the future experiences I thought we were going to be able to experience together. You gave me some of the most fulling experiences/feelings of my life, I know what true love feels like because you gave me full and true love, I only hope you felt the same from me.
Every now and then you need to look back and reflect on all the good things that have happened in your life. You Sushi, you were one of those most impactful and joy full things that have ever happened to me. The only thing I regret about our relationship is how quickly it ended. I love you with all of my heart and soul Sushi, I only hope one day you and I can be in each others presence again.
Your Best Friend - Mike - June 14, 2021